Hate

[00:20.81] Yeah, listen, oh
[00:23.52] Let me tell you what I hate
[00:28.31] Everything I ain't
[00:32.74] Everything I've done
[00:37.39] Everything I break
[00:39.03] I hate the way that you were saying I'd be great, straight
[00:41.47] Let me tell you what I love
[00:44.42] That there's no one above
[00:46.48] The thought, "It is what it is"
[00:48.16] Shit, same thought, it was what it was
[00:50.55] Yeah, I'm like the dove that had flew too close to the sun
[00:54.37] And he knew deep down there was nothing he could do
[00:57.05] It's fucked because the sun was you, ah
[01:00.44] But still I tell you what I hate, though
[01:02.08] The same fellas getting bodied by the plain clothes
[01:04.43] The same niggas that would follow under rainbows
[01:06.57] The very same boys that would follow on the way home
[01:08.95] Yeah, either your jacket or your raincoat
[01:11.01] Tryna take suttin' that ain't dope, it's painful
[01:13.66] At times, wish I had a guardian angel
[01:15.61] To help me with the brothers, that's shameful
[01:17.48] But still I love the rainfall (yeah, the rainfall, rainfall)
[01:20.21] I love the fact that they're so fucking grateful (yes)
[01:23.26] I love the fact that my plate's full
[01:25.16] I love the money in my bank, it's disgraceful, so many zeroes
[01:29.23] I've brushed shoulders with so many heroes
[01:31.82] I lost count, still hold those dineros
[01:34.27] Tryna say suttin', my ears closed, I fear those
[01:36.57] Lost in the past living on the recline
[01:38.54] The same look up in their eyes if they're borrowing time
[01:40.87] It's nine lives, on the eight, see the finishing line
[01:43.24] It's right there on the horiz' couldn't finish the rhyme
[01:45.49] I hate time (hate fucking time)
[01:49.56] I said I fucking hate time (time, time, time, time)
[01:54.29] Yeah, they said it was all that you could be if you were black
[01:56.51] Playing ball or maybe rap, and they would say it like a fact
[02:00.04] All my people in the back, all the nurses in the front
[02:02.69] All my teachers, where you at?
[02:05.03] 'Cause we've been living like a trap
[02:06.22] Putting numbers on the wall, hoping people'll react
[02:08.54] But it's a fact, we've been living in a trap, we're trapped
[02:13.50] I hate, I love, hate the ones who think that they're above
[02:18.29] My grandfather told me, "Never trust in them"
[02:20.11] But I do, yo, the ones I shouldn't, true, I stuck with them
[02:22.58] This is it, still, I seen men hit women
[02:24.99] Who hit back, all them couldn't give a shit
[02:27.02] Hidden but won't crack under pressure of this shit feeling
[02:29.49] Uh, ayy yo, this shit feeling, listen yo, I fear women
[02:33.22] I fear love, religion, I fear drugs, the feeling
[02:36.44] I fear us, fear us
[02:38.38] Nearing the end, but I can't comprehend my fears
[02:40.90] Wisdom, I fear him
[02:43.22] Yeah, I fear the color of my skin
[02:46.32] I fear the color of my kin
[02:47.92] I still feel the color that's within
[02:49.72] Yo, they said it was all that you could be if you were black
[02:52.00] Playing ball or maybe rap, and they would say it like a fact
[02:54.80] Trust, so all my people in the back, all the nurses in the front
[02:58.19] All my teachers, where you at?
[02:59.82] Yeah, 'cause we've been living like a trap
[03:01.70] Putting numbers on the wall, hoping people would react
[03:03.88] But it's a fact, we've been living in a trap, we're trapped
[03:08.00] Yo, they said it was all that you could be if you were black
[03:10.16] Playing ball or maybe rap, and they would say it like a fact
[03:13.86] So all my people in the back, all the nurses in the front
[03:16.60] All my teachers, where you at?
[03:18.23] Yeah, 'cause we've been living like a trap
[03:20.19] Putting numbers on the wall, hoping people would react
[03:22.87] But it's a fact, we've been living in a trap, we're trapped
[03:52.46] (We're trapped)
[03:54.95] The man that flew (we're trapped)
[04:00.31] all away from the sun (we're trapped)