BrainSick

[00:02.84] Today class were going to be exploring the brain!
[00:06.07] There's a knot inside my gut that's twisting just like rope
[00:09.06] Every hour it pulls tighter choking out all my hope
[00:11.94] I wear my skin like it's 2 sizes wrong
[00:15.11] Like I move to fast and the seams are all gone
[00:18.07] Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
[00:21.01] Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
[00:24.08] There's a vine inside my chest that tightens all the time
[00:26.94] It wraps around my lungs and it's climbing up my spine
[00:30.09] I chew on the inside of my check until it bleeds
[00:33.12] Every thoughts a thorn and it gets tangled just like weeds
[00:36.15] Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
[00:39.23] Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
[00:42.21] There's a bird that's nesting right inside my chest
[00:45.16] It sings when I'm quiet it just won't let me rest
[00:48.06] My smiles always crooked and it bends when I lie
[00:50.96] My laugher sounds fake when its aiming far too high
[00:54.12] Don't lose yourself to all of your own delusions
[00:54.17] Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
[00:54.17] It's easy to forget that silence is an outlet
[00:57.20] That not every hour needs to become output
[01:00.24] I hear phantom feedback even when the rooms quiet
[01:03.33] My head counts measures in sleep in private
[01:06.27] And sometimes I think if I just took the med
[01:09.29] If I just turned it off the thoughts in my head
[01:12.11] Would the music still be mine?
[01:13.71] Or would it finally sound like me again?
[01:18.33] Wait I have an idea what if I change the tune
[01:24.53] Maybe if I make the song sound happy everything will be just fine
[01:27.50] Dress all the panic in 4 by 4 time
[01:30.59] Lay a melody down like I don't feel impending doom
[01:33.56] Sweep the mess aside with a happy bedroom tune
[01:36.57] I don't need to rest at all if I get the drop just right
[01:39.54] I don't need help at all if I can make chorus nice and tight
[01:42.61] I'll find a melody that reminds people of a happy happy lullaby
[01:45.68] Maybe than ill have no one ask me why I want to cry
[01:48.61] I'll Reverb the silence and sidechain all the tears
[01:51.62] Spin the vinyl like I've been spinning fine for years
[01:54.35] If they dance to the sound I built from all my ache
[01:57.64] Then just maybe my smile won't feel so fake
[02:00.72] Maybe if I make the song sound happy I won't feel quite so numb
[02:03.66] I have you Bounce to the beat while my insides slowly hum
[02:06.68] Throw some major chords on the parts that scream too loud
[02:09.83] Cut the grief with a drop just to please all the crowd
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