Mentally sILLy

[00:02.77] You know I'm mad and I'm not gonna stop
[00:05.96] So I'm gonna make you think you're a fuckin' idiot
[00:06.95] All the time I have been contacting my hate
[00:09.63] Taking me to a corner, hiding this from anybody
[00:12.25] I'm not a stupid, I ain't crazy in the head
[00:17.14] I don't like this shitty way to feel wasted on
[00:19.70] I'm in constant pain, I can't watch the news
[00:25.76] I sit and I'm eating, I'm freezing, I'm getting thinner lips
[00:40.87] I just want to die when it's not even real
[00:41.81] They see the words on my skin, it rips
[00:42.18] It hurts to see how I'm treated, it sucks
[00:45.15] But I won't take it, the truth is it all makes sense
[00:47.91] Can't stop this, I'm feeling alone
[00:49.43] I can't stand up and use it directly
[00:49.81] I hurt to see them when nothing makes sense
[00:52.17] The compassion is only saying the defense
[00:53.59] I can't walk without saying this bitch
[00:54.99] I'm trying not to feel so out of it
[00:56.49] I just want to sleep
[00:59.12] I've been totally silly and I'm seeing all these stars
[01:01.93] Dancing my thoughts, I forget who you are
[01:04.98] Hide all the comments just so I can clear my mind
[01:07.35] Try to be with people who I know are really kind
[01:10.25] That's the end for him, yeah, but that's the way it is
[01:13.70] It makes sense again, I'm not filled with this nonsense
[01:15.79] Check the mirror, see my spot, perfect, I'm the same
[01:18.72] Well, I'm happy I can see myself, so why
[01:20.59] Does no one else see me caring all my
[01:24.25] All the time I have been contacting my hate
[01:24.52] Taking me to a corner, hiding this from anybody
[01:24.52] I'm not a stupid, I ain't crazy in the head
[01:26.62] I don't like this shitty way to feel wasted on
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[01:47.29] It hurts to watch your name called hate
[01:48.67] It hurts to watch your opinions of me
[01:49.95] My friends are afraid of interaction
[01:51.44] I hear their fears going on to me
[01:52.91] I see how much longer they'll stay when I'm dead
[01:54.35] How much longer until you'll see it?
[01:55.70] I just want to have some respect
[01:58.48] It feels so strange to let these actions of friends
[02:00.56] Try to pass as real and great
[02:01.98] The school continues inside of me
[02:03.14] Ready and all ideas, why do you act like I'm so unknown?
[02:05.68] Can't they see outside the zone?
[02:09.02] Why can't they see it's alone?
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