I'm Afraid (Dawn's Song Of Fears)

[00:03.38] I'm afraid of heights, afraid of tryin'
[00:06.55] I'm afraid I might have been a little stupid to write this song
[00:15.93] I'm afraid that during high winds
[00:18.88] The stop sign will uproot and decapitate me
[00:24.97] Or that I might thrive on to Scientology
[00:29.05] I'm afraid that after I die
[00:32.26] Someone will have sex with my dead body
[00:36.96] And be like, "Not worth it"
[00:41.65] I'm afraid I could raise a son who'd get radicalized on Reddit
[00:46.86] Or that he'll Back to the Future, and I'll think he's hot
[00:53.12] I'm afraid that I'll accidentally text a pic of my vagina to my dad
[01:06.09] And I'm afraid that on Ancestry.com
[01:09.33] I might find out I have a bunch of half siblings
[01:13.25] And they'll want to be in my life
[01:18.74] I'm afraid that if I got an awful disease, I wouldn't be brave
[01:22.98] I'd just be a bitch and be mean or if I needed еmergency heart surgеry
[01:27.63] The doctor would go, "Hello nipple hair"
[01:31.52] Sometimes I'm afraid to hold a new baby
[01:34.74] What if I lose control of my arms for a second?
[01:37.90] And throw it at the ceiling fan or something like that
[01:41.88] Can't I trust my arms?
[01:43.87] And I'm afraid, that under every bus stop is a sinkhole of rats
[01:50.22] And I'm afraid, they lie about expiration dates and my hummus is just fungus
[01:57.43] And afraid that the second I leave town, I'll get a UTI
[02:02.32] Why can't they just sell those pills over the counter?
[02:05.51] I don't need a doctor
[02:07.19] I know exactly what it is
[02:09.61] Oh, back to my kid, I have more stuff about him
[02:16.24] I only breastfed for four months, is he gonna be a bond trader?
[02:21.77] And I'm afraid that if I'm lucky enough to be 80
[02:26.25] I'll be one of those ladies who's entire scalp is visible when the sun shines through her salmon colored hair
[02:35.32] And I'm afraid that someone will find out that I memorize all the words to Macklemore's "Thrift Shop"
[02:42.22] Or that I bought seven seasons of The Mentalist
[02:46.78] And of course, I'm afraid that somewhere, deep inside of me, is a lost tampon
[03:02.59] Where did you go? Where did you go?
[03:08.80] I am afraid
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