Stronger Than I Was

[00:04.64] You used to say that I'd never be
[00:11.58] Nothing without you and I'd believe
[00:19.86] I'm shot in the lungs, I gasp, I can't breathe
[00:27.73] Just lay here with me, baby, hold me please
[00:35.27] And I'd beg and I'd plead, drop to knees
[00:38.57] And I'd cry and I'd scream, "Baby, please don't leave"
[00:43.15] Snatch the keys from your hand, I would squeeze
[00:46.36] And you'd laugh, and you'd tease, you're just fucking with me
[00:50.76] And you must hate me
[00:52.85] Why do you date me, if you say I make you sick?
[00:58.56] And you've had enough of me
[01:01.32] I smother you, I'm 'bout to jump off the edge
[01:06.59] But you won't break me, you'll just make me stronger than I was
[01:14.04] Before I met you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
[01:22.15] And if I stumble, I won't crumble, I'll get back up and uhh
[01:29.64] But I'mma still be humble when I scream "Fuck you"
[01:33.98] Cause I'm stronger than I was
[01:39.03] A beautiful face is all that you have
[01:45.92] Cause on the inside you're ugly and mad
[01:54.04] But you're all that I love, I grasp, you can't leave
[02:02.00] Please stay here with me, baby hold me please
[02:09.78] And I'd beg and I plead, drop to knees
[02:13.17] And I'd cry and I'd scream, baby, please don't leave
[02:17.62] But you left and you took everything I had left
[02:21.74] And left nothing, nothing for me
[02:25.12] So please don't wake me from this dream, baby
[02:29.01] We're still together in my head
[02:33.09] And you're still in love with me
[02:35.51] 'Til I woke up to discover that that dream was dead
[02:41.03] But you won't break me, you'll just make me stronger than I was
[02:48.67] Before I met you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
[02:56.65] And if I stumble, I won't crumble, I'll get back up and uhh
[03:04.12] But I'mma still be humble when I scream "Fuck you"
[03:08.32] Cause I'm stronger than I was
[03:13.38] You walked out, I almost died, it was almost a homicide
[03:18.19] That you caused cause I was so traumatized
[03:20.50] Felt like I was in for a long bus ride
[03:22.53] I'd rather die than you not be by my side
[03:24.46] Can't count how many times I vomited, cried
[03:26.36] Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide
[03:28.49] Thought we were Bonnie and Clyde, nah
[03:29.92] On the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde
[03:31.48] I, felt like my, whole relationship with you was a lie
[03:33.78] It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
[03:36.66] Cause if you coulda, took my life you woulda
[03:39.23] It's like you put a, knife through my chest
[03:40.93] And pushed it right through to the, other side
[03:42.84] Of my back and stuck a spike too, shoulda
[03:44.47] Put up more of a fight, but I couldn't
[03:46.25] At the time, no one could hurt me like you coulda
[03:48.29] Take you back now, what's the likelihood of that?
[03:50.28] Bite me bitch, chew on a nineteen footer
[03:52.33] Cause this morning I finally stood up
[03:54.26] Held my chin up, finally showed a sign
[03:56.10] Of life in me for the, first time since you left me
[03:58.57] And left me with nothing but shattered dreams
[04:00.28] And the life we coulda, had and we could've been
[04:02.41] But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in
[04:04.17] Pulling myself out of the dumps once again
[04:05.90] I'm getting up once and for all, fuck this shit
[04:08.65] I'ma be late for the pity party
[04:10.44] But you're never gonna beat me to the fucking punch again
[04:12.75] Took it on the chin like a champ
[04:14.17] So don't lump me in with the chump-ions
[04:15.97] I'm done being your punching bag
[04:17.84] It was the November 31st today
[04:19.88] Would've been our anniversary
[04:21.57] Two years but you left on the 1st of May
[04:23.98] I wrote it on a calendar, was gonna call
[04:25.93] But couldn't think of the words to say
[04:27.83] But they came to me just now
[04:29.68] So I put 'em in a verse to lay
[04:31.87] And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was
[04:39.72] But I hate you cause you drained me, I gave you all, you gave me none
[04:47.57] But if you blame me, you're crazy and after all is said and done
[04:55.32] I'm still angry, yeah, I may be, I may never trust someone
[05:02.76] But you won't break me, you'll just make me stronger than I was
[05:10.30] Before I met you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
[05:18.37] And if I stumble, I won't crumble, I'll get back up and uhh
[05:25.83] But I'mma still be humble when I scream "Fuck you"
[05:30.06] Cause I'm stronger than I was
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