see me

[00:00.08] I've never been confident
[00:02.75] Never wanted to take my shirt off in front of girls
[00:05.85] And it's probably something that I have learned
[00:09.97] Need to come to terms and be honest with
[00:14.12] But I'm too scared of what people might say
[00:18.91] I'm afraid of everyone judging me
[00:24.91] Once they observe what I preserve, and stop loving me
[00:30.04] 'Cause that shit hurts, I did it first, and it's cutting me
[00:35.97] Deeper than a knife ever could
[00:40.32] I'm no good
[00:44.22] Give me strength
[00:46.33] I've cried too many times here in the quiet
[00:49.61] In my bed
[00:51.97] I hate myself, but I do it in private
[00:55.02] I'm so scared
[00:57.23] I just can't have you anywhere near me
[01:02.73] 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me?
[01:07.18] I think I owe an apology
[01:10.55] To the kid I was when I was young, 'cause I promised him
[01:16.19] That I'll figure all this out by the time that he'd gotten here
[01:21.44] But that was a lie, and I am still ashamed
[01:26.39] 'Cause I'm to blame, ooh
[01:29.87] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[01:31.98] The war that I'm fighting is fought by a person I can't see
[01:35.48] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[01:37.20] And lately, I'm hiding, all 'cause of me
[01:40.73] Give me strength
[01:42.97] I've cried too many times here in the quiet
[01:46.26] In my bed
[01:48.66] I hate myself, but I do it in private
[01:51.71] I'm so scared
[01:53.84] I just can't have you anywhere near me
[01:59.32] 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me?
[02:02.47] Lost my head
[02:04.51] I'm not too proud of the way that I'm hiding
[02:07.75] Eyes are red
[02:09.98] Been months since I caught myself smiling
[02:13.13] I'm so scared
[02:15.49] I just can't have you anywhere near me
[02:20.85] 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me?
[02:24.06] Give me strength
[02:26.41] I've cried too many times here in the quiet
[02:29.68] In my bed
[02:31.77] I hate myself, but I do it in private
[02:35.00] I'm so scared
[02:37.11] I just can't have you anywhere near me
[02:42.80] 'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me?
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