How I'm Feeling Now

[00:01.47] Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?
[00:06.55] Well it's been a minute now, since I have had to tell the truth
[00:11.12] I know, I can
[00:15.82] I won't
[00:20.19] Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out
[00:25.19] But instead, I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt
[00:29.60] I know, I can
[00:34.53] I won't
[00:38.17] Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on
[00:42.16] Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on
[00:46.89] End of my tether, and I know it won't be long
[00:51.62] It won't be long 'til it's gone
[00:55.91]
[00:58.78] So here's to my beautiful life
[01:04.38] That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
[01:08.16] No sense of self, but self-obsessed
[01:13.93] I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
[01:16.83] On and on and on, on and on and on
[01:21.54] On and on and on, on and on and on
[01:25.47] Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow
[01:32.25] If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"
[01:36.99] I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead
[01:41.98] But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said
[01:46.73] I know, I can
[01:51.46] I won't
[01:55.00] Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on
[01:59.37] Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on
[02:03.88] End of my tether, and I know it won't be long
[02:08.51] It won't be long 'til it's gone
[02:13.37] So here's to my beautiful life
[02:18.80] That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
[02:22.65] No sense of self, but self-obsessed
[02:28.14] I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
[02:31.55] On and on and on, on and on and on
[02:36.37] On and on and on, on and on and on
[02:40.27] Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow
[02:47.14] If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"
[02:51.57] I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah
[02:56.27] But I'll get there, and no
[03:00.88] I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah
[03:05.73] But I'll get there
[03:09.13] So here's to my beautiful life
[03:15.18] It seems to leave me so unsatisfied
[03:18.96] No sense of self, but self-obsessed
[03:24.32] I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
[03:27.67] On and on and on, on and on and on
[03:32.22] On and on and on, on and on and on
[03:36.06] Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow
[03:43.00] If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"
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