The Last Song

[00:08.84] I was young and trusting
[00:12.67] You had just turned 33
[00:16.95] Looking for some validation to heal
[00:19.64] Your childhood trauma, hmm
[00:24.30] You told me I was special
[00:28.56] Then covered up my freckles
[00:32.62] Let you turn me into someone I hated
[00:35.87] Just so that you would love me, hmm
[00:40.93] You diluted all my talents like a watercolor palette
[00:45.29] I was spreadin' myself so thin for you
[00:49.32] Push the limits of my body, flyin' all over the country
[00:53.74] Just to be the one that you wanted me to
[00:56.83] But I swear to you
[00:59.62] This is the last song I'll write about you
[01:04.06] I've opened up every single old wound
[01:08.17] And all the shit that you put me through
[01:11.35] I couldn't make it make sense if I had to
[01:16.22] This is the last time I'll put it in words
[01:20.57] The way you gas lit all of my hurt
[01:24.92] I fell apart trying to make it work
[01:27.99] And I think it's time to let go if I have to
[01:34.13] You made me hate my body
[01:37.63] Like it didn't belong to me
[01:41.78] Every pound I gained became a ghost
[01:44.79] That haunts me still, hmm
[01:49.70] But I used to say, "I'd never hate you," never, "Wish we hadn't met"
[01:54.21] Back then, I thought that one day we'd be able to be friends again
[01:58.53] And I was wrong, obviously, I think that I secretly
[02:02.53] Wanted you to admit the hurt you'd done to me
[02:06.30] I was craving your permission to let me feel all my feelings
[02:10.79] Now I'm laughing at the irony
[02:14.77] I took the bait and let you break me, then expected you to save me
[02:19.06] Glue together every shattered piece
[02:22.54] For my sanity
[02:25.31] This is the last song I'll write about you
[02:29.47] Already tried but there's not enough room
[02:33.52] For all the shit that you put me through
[02:36.82] I couldn't make it make sense if I had to
[02:41.94] This is the last time I'll put it in rhymes
[02:46.04] How you abused so much of my time
[02:50.42] I'm clearin' out space in my mind
[02:53.46] I think it's time to let go if I have to
[02:57.79] This is the last song I'll write about you
[03:01.83] I've got some last shit to say about you
[03:06.06] This is the last song I'll write about you
[03:10.16] I've got some last shit to say about you
[03:13.99] You're a liar and a narcissist, master of manipulation
[03:18.03] Treat all of your friends like shit, such a fuckin' social climber
[03:22.16] Think you need a therapist, you've got way too many problems
[03:26.47] Sorry, I'm not sorry, but say "goodbye" to your reputation
[03:30.85] You're almost 40 now, pretend that you're 27
[03:34.86] Granted, you'll work for free and then take all the credit
[03:39.21] Wiped out my memory, just like it never happened
[03:43.08] Even my parents think you're kind of a shitty person
[03:50.64] So, this is the last song I'll write about you
[03:56.51] I promise
[03:59.28] This is the last song I'll write about
[04:03.96] You
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