Ruin My Life

[00:11.41] You're in the bills I pay my therapist
[00:15.28] You're in the extra weight around my hips
[00:18.43] You're in the pills I carry in my purse
[00:22.24] The reason I became an introvert
[00:26.03] I've done everything that I could do
[00:30.19] But the voice in my head talks like you
[00:34.56] And you don't have a clue
[00:41.70] And it's not fair
[00:44.54] You'll never apologize
[00:49.20] And you don't care
[00:52.17] I can't even sleep at night (hmm)
[00:57.48] I spent all of last year just tryna forget
[01:01.29] All the backhanded shit that you said
[01:04.50] Oh, no, it's not fair
[01:07.74] That you don't even realize
[01:11.67] You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh)
[01:18.67] You still ruin my life (ooh)
[01:27.76] You're in the tears that fill my coffee cup
[01:32.11] The extra heartbeart when someone brings you up
[01:36.55] You're in the way, I'm scared to drive home too late
[01:40.33] You're in the pity on everybody's face
[01:43.97] And I know you think it's all my fault
[01:47.71] And I guess that's why you never called
[01:51.86] 'Cause you don't have a clue (yeah)
[01:59.18] And it's not fair
[02:01.74] You'll never apologize
[02:06.49] And you don't care
[02:09.45] That I can't even sleep at night (hmm)
[02:14.77] I spent all of last year just tryna forget
[02:18.51] All the backhanded shit that you said
[02:21.78] Oh, no, it's not fair
[02:25.27] That you don't even realize
[02:28.90] You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh)
[02:36.42] You still ruin my life (ooh)
[02:44.20] It gets better, it gets better
[02:48.02] That's what everybody said
[02:49.49] Not forever, not forever
[02:51.16] That's what everybody said
[02:53.23] Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind
[02:59.13] What a waste of time
[03:01.15] It gets better, it gets better
[03:03.21] That's what everybody said
[03:04.92] Not forever, not forever
[03:06.64] That's what everybody said
[03:08.70] Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind
[03:14.84] But you're still finding ways to ruin my life, ooh
[03:23.32] Yeah, you still ruin my life, ooh
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