ALTER EGO

[00:10.12] Yeah, look
[00:17.52] And I know my problem is my alter ego
[00:22.63] I still got problems with my brain, I do things differently
[00:25.40] From another nigga who wants a chance
[00:27.88] I got more feelings of resentment in me
[00:30.47] Couldn't get rid of the last
[00:32.25] That's why you treat me different
[00:34.10] Was it harder to lie to my face while you holding my hand?
[00:38.03] Or easy to believe in me then when I told you my plans?
[00:41.64] You never cared about my future when I told you, did you?
[00:45.56] You only cared about it then if I could see you in it
[00:49.40] Yeah
[00:52.89] Look
[00:55.90] And
[00:59.99] Yeah
[01:02.47] Can you hear me now?
[01:03.64] My alter ego, screaming and scraping, eager to leave
[01:06.90] He's a captain made with lies and deception
[01:09.09] Told by a few, a woman disregarded in my past life
[01:13.13] She told me, love me here and now, get you some act right
[01:16.90] But I've been a victim to the valley of shadows
[01:19.86] Due to eviction, I've seen reasoning of all of your lies
[01:23.09] Told in a, I tried to tell you in a tone that won't just hurt your feelings
[01:27.98] But he won't be as nice as me to get you sugar coated
[01:31.60] Yeah
[01:33.65] Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
[01:40.11] You can't sleep yet, wake up, wake up, wake up
[01:44.62] Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
[01:50.20] The truth is, I ain't big about love
[01:52.11] I ain't big about trust
[01:53.92] You ain't shit but a, ego banging on the dust
[01:56.41] Back to back, to back, to back again
[01:58.93] Corner blocks I watch you holding hands
[02:00.06] Back when you would tell me that's your brother
[02:01.50] Back when you would tell me he's a friend
[02:03.22] Back when I would try to give a fuck
[02:04.83] Emotions started pushing out the end
[02:06.66] Back when you were actually in love
[02:08.43] Back when lovin' wasn't for a trend
[02:10.36] Back when I could trust you for the night
[02:12.20] Back when I could trust you for the run
[02:13.99] Back when I reacted and relaxed
[02:15.75] Now I started shooting for the fun
[02:17.68] Getting sick of trusting in my ego
[02:19.29] Sick of niggas telling me relax
[02:21.06] Sick of niggas doubting my belief
[02:22.75] Sick of love been weighing on my back
[02:24.45] Sick of mental draining down my part
[02:26.35] My ego pen is running out of ink
[02:28.14] She don't know that I've been playing parts
[02:29.98] Lets see what niggas really think of me
[02:32.85] I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick but I don't fall
[02:35.82] I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick but I don't fall
[02:39.37] I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick but I don't fall
[02:42.93] I'm sick but I don't fall
[02:45.62] The truth is, I ain't big about love
[02:47.85] I ain't big about trust
[02:49.16] You ain't shit but a, ego banging on the dust
[02:51.78] Back to back, to back, to back again
[02:53.19] Corner blocks i watched you holding hands
[02:55.39] Back when you would tell me that's your brother
[02:57.02] Back when you would tell me he's a friend
[02:58.72] Back when I would try to give a fuck
[03:00.39] Emotions started pushing out the air
[03:02.49] Back when you were actually in love
[03:04.31] Back when lovin' wasn't for a trend
[03:06.31] Back when I could trust you for the night
[03:08.06] Back when I could trust you for the run
[03:09.83] Back when I reacted and relaxed
[03:11.87] Now I started shooting for the fun
[03:17.13] Yeah
[03:20.46] Yeah, I, uh
[03:23.56] I can't control my
[03:25.18] I, uh, okay
[03:32.68] Fuck
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