guilt

[00:02.41] I can't forgive myself for the things I've done
[00:07.52] It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point
[00:12.22] Guess it's all my fault that I've grown into a man I hate
[00:15.60] And now I'm all alone
[00:17.29] (Blame it on me)
[00:20.07] This excessive guilt is making me feel sick
[00:22.96] (And I can't seem)
[00:25.64] To escape my own reality
[00:30.01] Give me a break
[00:34.13]
[00:40.67] I've had enough of all the fucking what-ifs
[00:42.71] And constant overthinking
[00:43.82] 'Cause I'm about to lose my mind over some stupid shit
[00:46.74] Trying so hard to accept my mistakes, my regrets
[00:49.34] Yet, here I am with the same thoughts stuck in my head
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[01:00.81] So go ahead and blame it on me
[01:04.36] (I already do anyway)
[01:07.48] It's just who I am
[01:11.84] I'm unable to change the way I think
[01:15.66] A broken record of the same old things
[01:18.15] I've tried to bury, and I know it doesn't make any sense
[01:21.69] But I can't forgive what I can't forget
[01:23.92] 'Cause of the guilt that keeps on weighing me down
[01:26.06] It's like my, it's like my inner voice is telling me lies
[01:28.57] So now I'm, so now I'm fighting every feeling inside
[01:31.65] Before I spiral down to where I wanna fucking die
[01:39.76] Always ending up in the same place
[01:43.60] Over and over again
[01:47.07] Damn, I just can't believe I am
[01:50.83] Always ending up in the same place
[01:54.30] Over and over a-
[01:58.37] I wish I could forget all that I've done wrong
[02:03.85] It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point
[02:07.92] And now I'm all alone
[02:09.41] Without knowing what to do or say
[02:11.55] It's hard to explain
[02:14.51] But it's so easy being hard on yourself when you're not well
[02:19.37] And to turn to self-blame
[02:21.51] When it's in your DNA
[02:24.36] Blame it on me
[02:26.69] This excessive guilt makes me feel sick
[02:29.89] And I can't fucking seem
[02:33.07] To set myself free
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