vent

[00:13.43] Get me the fuck out of here, I cannot breathe
[00:16.34] Too many memories reminding me of misery
[00:19.46] I've tried everything to numb the fucking pain
[00:21.81] To heal a wound that keeps getting ripped open
[00:24.68]
[00:31.81] I've been here long enough to know I'll never belong
[00:36.05] Somehow life is standing still
[00:37.71] But keeps spinning out of control
[00:44.46] (Been here long enough to know I'll never belong)
[00:50.39] (Oh shit)
[00:51.19] So what am I supposed to feel
[00:53.61] When my entire life is crashing down on me?
[00:56.08] Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change
[00:58.57] Or do I put a fucking bullet in my brain?
[01:00.80] So what am I supposed to feel
[01:03.33] When my entire life is crashing down on me?
[01:05.68] Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change
[01:08.60] Or put a fucking bullet in my brain?
[01:11.18]
[01:13.46] I swear to God, every time I close my eyes I want to die
[01:18.34] And what keeps me alive is to fantasize
[01:23.04] About falling asleep but not waking up
[01:25.75] I'm sorry, I just had to let it out
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