look at me

[00:13.07] Ayy, I'm either numb or in pain
[00:15.59] Emotionally overwhelmed or just an empty shell
[00:19.64] Worried by scenarios I make up myself
[00:22.16] Not quite insane but think I might be getting there

[00:27.58] I ain't calling for help
[00:29.37] Just let me fucking complain
[00:30.90] Look at me
[00:33.93] I ain't calling for help
[00:35.56] Just let me fucking complain
[00:37.19] Look at me

[00:38.43] Try to reflect to get my head straight
[00:40.93] But sometimes a thought can be all it takes
[00:44.21] To let all the negativity in
[00:46.68] And have it pave the way for all the thoughts
[00:48.78] And things kept deep within

[00:50.74] What should I do, what if I can't?
[00:52.33] What if I fail? Oh, not again
[00:53.00] Might be repeating myself
[00:55.02] (But I can't emphasize enough how much I hate this)
[00:56.98] Focusing on all the wrong shit
[00:58.56] Like what if I died, would I be missed?
[01:00.41] (The slightest inconvenience) makes it hard to exist

[01:05.48] I ain't calling for help
[01:07.07] Just let me fucking complain
[01:08.65] Look at me
[01:11.04] And I've gotta say
[01:12.57] I wish I could make it all go away, yeah
[01:24.44] Make it go away
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