This a Message

[00:02.92] Yeah
[00:07.52] A lot of things on my mind, man
[00:11.52] Uuh
[00:14.10] So this a message to all of my fans
[00:16.77] Yes, I got some questions it's all in advance
[00:19.95] Why is life depressing? Then suddenly ends
[00:24.05] It seems I fake a smile so I can feel like a man
[00:26.92] Because I'm trapped inside my mind
[00:28.36] Of who I am and who I choose to be
[00:30.71] Now I just abuse the weed
[00:32.28] To hide from what I truly see
[00:34.07] I looked inside my mirror
[00:35.38] Hoping God would help me see myself
[00:37.64] But only seen my demons screaming out
[00:39.58] That I should free myself
[00:41.13] I'm feeling lost feeling lonely on this twisted road
[00:44.75] I'll fake a smile so that my parents and my sister know
[00:48.17] That I'm alright, I'm okay, I been doing good
[00:51.81] So don't worry I'll be fine like you knew I would
[00:54.75] My mom will tell me that I'm great and that she's proud of me
[00:58.36] My dad will brag to all his friends that he can count on me
[01:01.84] The pressures here it's building up now its surrounding me
[01:04.99] I'm scared to let them down 'cuz if I do will they look down on me
[01:08.75] See that's a question that a broken soul would ask itself
[01:11.10] Like, why the fuck am I alive, man? I should blast myself
[01:15.53] I'm writing music to forget I can't distract myself
[01:18.65] From every fucking thought I think it's time I try to ask for help
[01:22.19] So this a message to all of my fans
[01:24.95] Yes I got some questions it's all in advance
[01:28.33] Why is life depressing? Then suddenly ends
[01:31.94] It seems I fake a smile so I can feel like a man, yeah
[01:36.19] So this a message to all of my fans
[01:38.65] Yes I got some questions it's all in advance
[01:42.25] Why is life depressing? Then suddenly ends
[01:45.67] It seems I fake a smile so I can feel like a man
[01:49.83] Shit this ain't normal, I don't know what I should fucking do
[01:53.12] I paid my dues but still ain't figure out my fucking truth
[01:56.51] I feel alone but I got every single one of you
[01:59.84] I think I take that shit for granted dog and I ain't wanting to
[02:03.27] But shit happens, in such a quick fashion
[02:06.13] The road twists so fast and then my whip crashes
[02:09.43] Except the whip is not my car its all my sick passions
[02:12.83] And the roads the world around me tryna get at them
[02:16.31] God, you a sick bastard
[02:18.18] For putting me through the ropes
[02:19.52] At 13 I seen my uncle with a tube in his throat
[02:23.03] I watched my cousins lose a father slowly losing their hope
[02:26.73] Then asked the preacher why and he said
[02:28.58] "Only you could've known"
[02:30.16] So tell me
[02:31.19] Why'd you do it
[02:32.55] Man, I need you to say
[02:33.90] To put my mind more at ease with all the shit you display
[02:36.97] I know I'm not supposed to question you, but damnit, I prayed
[02:40.59] And it seems like you don't care about a thing that I say
[02:44.78] So this a message to all of my fans
[02:47.51] Yes, I got some questions it's all in advance
[02:50.94] Why is life depressing? Then suddenly ends
[02:54.27] It seems I fake a smile so I can feel like a man, yeah
[02:58.27] So this a message to all of my fans
[03:01.27] Yes, I got some questions it's all in advance
[03:04.61] Why is life depressing? Then suddenly ends
[03:07.84] It seems I fake a smile so I can feel like a man
[03:12.32] So this a message to all of my fans
[03:14.87] Yes, I got some questions it's all in advance
[03:18.62] Why is life depressing? Then suddenly ends
[03:21.65] It seems I fake a smile so I can feel like a man
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