Reckless

[00:15.39] Can't fight these demons I've tried
[00:18.10] Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
[00:22.51] So reckless, so reckless
[00:29.84] Can't fight these demons I've tried
[00:33.46] Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
[00:37.16] So reckless, so reckless
[00:44.19] Broken man inside a broken mirror
[00:46.13] Dissipate with an open beer
[00:47.79] Open bottles, more regrets, mind overthinking got my soul in fear
[00:51.48] Hate the evil but I hold it dear
[00:53.26] I never run away or fucking show a tear
[00:54.93] I been to hell and back, and still I'm holding here
[00:56.93] I'ma stand my ground for my own career
[00:58.55] I've never selled out, or sell my soul
[01:00.68] Sell my dreams, I won't sell my hopes
[01:02.75] But you did just to sell your flows
[01:04.20] It's like all you rappers lack self control
[01:06.89] But I know the feeling, scared of demons when you're all alone
[01:09.84] Shit I'm scared of people cuz I know that people
[01:11.66] Got a lot of demons that they call their own
[01:13.40] What the fuck do you know about that, huh?
[01:15.57] Mind always stuck in the past, huh
[01:17.38] The only relief is to sleep, but every dream is making you panic
[01:21.02] Causing you chaos and havoc
[01:22.97] Something you never imagined
[01:24.51] Would happen to you, but now you caught up and you can't run
[01:29.15] Can't fight these demons I've tried
[01:32.64] Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
[01:36.45] So reckless, so reckless
[01:43.37] Can't fight these demons I've tried
[01:47.28] Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
[01:51.05] So reckless, so reckless
[01:58.07] I been waking up out my sleep
[01:59.67] In a cold sweat like someones out for me
[02:01.59] And I never end up in a mode to change it
[02:03.23] Cuz it's always me and I can never face it
[02:05.33] Cuz I sit alone and battle with my thoughts
[02:06.98] And internal scars don't show I've fought
[02:08.96] People think I'm fine but can't gaze within
[02:10.62] At my broken heart where my pain begins
[02:12.57] Self doubt fucking with my process
[02:14.43] Not letting go fucking with my progress
[02:16.37] Loss of trust got me out of pocket
[02:18.11] I hear her voice and can't fucking stop it
[02:20.07] And a tick tick
[02:21.13] My times coming
[02:21.97] Tick tick
[02:22.67] Know my times coming
[02:23.72] Tick Tick
[02:24.59] The days drawing closer where
[02:25.63] Tick Tick
[02:26.42] I become my closer
[02:27.47] Been fighting and swinging and fighting and swinging
[02:29.32] Looking for a reason to hold on and clinging
[02:31.24] My knuckles are bloody and bruising and stinging
[02:32.94] Don't know if I really want a new beginning
[02:34.73] Or where I'll end up cuz I know I've been sinning
[02:36.69] My demons inside are constantly singing
[02:38.70] Do it, do it, do it, do it
[02:40.29] I don't wanna
[02:40.87] Do it, do it, do it, do it
[02:42.97] Can't fight these demons I've tried
[02:46.53] Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
[02:50.25] So reckless, so reckless
[02:57.55] Can't fight these demons I've tried
[03:01.22] Can't trust these thoughts in my mind
[03:04.97] So reckless, so reckless
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