pill hill serenade

up late popping them pills again, so high i can't move
snort it all until it's nothing, in the coupe im ducking, im so high i can't lose
everybody acting strange around me, okay tell me what's new?
told so many lies ain't no surprise that i can't tell what's true
nah ain't got no time for no talking
just seen my bro dead in a coffin
been seeing dead people too often
living this way is exhausting
too scared if i take a break now
that im gonna have me a break down
falling to far from grace
ironic, i can't escape my escape now
she said, baby no one get as high as you
look at my eyes, she despise the view
only that pain im inspired by
only two options, get high or die
all of this money but can't buy time
think of my mom when i hear goodbye
i bleed out my eyes cuz the tears done dried
hope get high everytime my dad around
coming to you live, welcome the sad clown
i'm going crazy, wish i could talk to the man that raised me
two lost babies, walking around like it dont faze me
maybe god don't won't another of me
how i get it all but don't feel complete?
uncomfortable, i don't wanna take me a seat
pack it to go everytime we go eat
they want a picture and i just peace
but flip around, now i think they don't love me
fuck, soul of a sick man, this shit can get ugly
momma was putting her boyfriends above me
now i got problems with feelings and hugging
heart full of strings and they know how to tug them
she just want love but it come out as fussing
i just want peace but it come out as drugging