physician, heal thyself!

[00:00.03] I wonder
[00:05.45] Where you sleep
[00:08.75] (You did good, $lick)
[00:10.92] (It's a Smash)
[00:13.46] So high I don't feel nothing
[00:15.68] Smoking my whole life away, my lungs barely pumping
[00:19.36] Aches throughout my body, I can barely keep it running
[00:23.19] So much weighing on my mind, can barely lift my head up
[00:26.77] Too scared if I fall this time, I won't be able to get up
[00:30.55] I been dying to feel good, living with this pain
[00:34.08] Chemicals in my veins, just enough to keep me sane
[00:39.15] What's there left for me to gain?
[00:41.52] Tell me when it all changed? nothing is the same
[00:45.93] Conflicted by the stranger taking up my mirror
[00:49.78] Heart of an angel, body of a sinner
[00:53.07] They say more money, more problems, no wonder I'm sicker
[00:56.75] Safety off the trigger
[00:58.17] Like, should I end it?
[00:59.75] So many nights was tempted, scarred with blisters on my hand
[01:03.54] Ain't no point in talking about it, you wouldn't understand
[01:07.30] Went from living it day by day to living it gram by gram
[01:10.96] Loved ones looking me in the face, don't recognize who I am
[01:14.61] Popping on pills, with this kinda pain, you think I care what's in it?
[01:18.38] It's like im into the paranormal the way i ghost these bitches
[01:22.13] They all leave me broke thinking that they gone do some fixing
[01:25.78] All the roads that lead to me surrounded by burning bridges
[01:29.32] Real good at bad decisions
[01:31.25] Flexing in bad conditions
[01:33.02] Popping on percs even when I see blurred
[01:34.71] They still ain't got half my vision
[01:36.87] Pulling up staff, I'm dripping
[01:38.46] Don't ever ask what I'm sipping
[01:40.45] Can't trust no hoe, did that before, and all of my cash went missing
[01:44.21] Take me anywhere, just don't take me home
[01:47.87] This house became a place where I don't belong
[01:51.63] Don't know if this the top, but I'm all alone
[01:54.99] Hope I'm dead by dawn
[01:56.93] So high I don't feel nothing
[01:58.92] Smoking my whole life away, my lungs barely pumping
[02:02.58] Aches throughout my body, I can barely keep it running
[02:06.40] So much weighing on my mind, can barely lift my head up
[02:09.91] Too scared if I fall this time, I won't be able to get up
[02:13.72] I been dying to feel good, living with this pain
[02:17.53] Chemicals in my veins, just enough to keep me sane
[02:22.42] What's there left for me to gain?
[02:24.81] Tell me when it all changed? nothing is the same
[02:29.30] Conflicted by the stranger taking up my mirror
[02:33.07] Heart of an angel, body of a sinner
[02:36.37] They say more money, more problems, no wonder I'm sicker
[02:39.95] Safety off the trigger
[02:41.32] Like, should I end it?
[02:57.47] Hi, this is *beep* from [?]
[02:59.31] I'm just [?], talk about your two Lamborghini Urus
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